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This is my final chapter of Jay and Paul.

I hope you enjoyed their journey and what I created. Thanks for the support. Again, this was my first attempt so hopefully I’ll get better at this. Any feedback is appreciated.

–

Other than the kisses and confessions, the day ended uneventfully. The guys bundled up and were making their way out the door, Brenda following behind them – stopping to give Paul a kiss on the cheek as well.

“I’m happy for you too honey” she said “Jay is a great guy.”

The group paused when someone called out from the office.

“Quinn, could I talk to you a second? I’ll keep it brief.”

Jay nodded to Paul “I’ll wait for you at the car.”

It was Craig, one of Paul’s sales reps. He was always friendly enough to Paul, just a bit stand-offish. A little older than Jay, buzz cut blonde hair, always looking slightly annoyed – good mood or bad.

Paul walked back the Sales department to talk with Craig.

“Can I offer you some advice?” Craig started “I saw you at the restaurant with Summers and Wyatt – you two kissing.”

Paul was a bit confused, not really sure where Craig was going with this.

“Look, you seem like a good guy, so for what it’s worth… don’t derail your career with flaunting that gay stuff.”

Gay stuff Paul thought. Who the fuck says that?

“You’re smart with a great future ahead of you. While that lifestyle might be OK with Andy, it’s not going to fly everywhere. Unless you intend to work here forever, keep your private life just that… private.”

Paul was stunned “Craig, you do realize it’s 2019 and most people don’t care who other people love?”

“Yeah, but a lot still do. I don’t want you regretting choices you make now, that’s all. Just think about it. Anyway, that’s all I wanted to say, have a good night.” Craig gave Paul a slap on the back and grabbed his coat from the back of his chair.

Paul left the office and walked to the parking lot, Craig’s talk running through his head. He was feeling conflicted now. Before meeting Jay he was, for all purposes, straight. He enjoyed dating women… looking at women – hell, they’re what he jacked off to. Now he thought he could be bi, loving all the things he and Jay did together, and wouldn’t change a thing. Would his life be altered that drastically if he just loved Jay for who he was… a guy who loved him back?

“So, what did he want?” Jay asked.

Paul was uncertain. Did he tell Jay the truth and risk worrying him, or worse, cause Jay to confront Craig and stir things up.

“He just wanted to run things past me for tomorrow, nothing important.” He chose lying to Jay and regretted it the moment he said it.

Jay looked at Paul asking “do you want me to drop you off at your place tonight?”

“Why?” Paul was puzzled “Nothing there I need.”

“Well, you’ll need clothes for tomorrow won’t you?”

Paul looked disappointed “oh, yeah, back to my place I guess.” He left out a heavy sigh.

“Are you OK?” Jay asked, a little concerned with Paul’s mood. “Tell me, what’s up?”

Paul took a deep breath “Would you mind if I picked up a couple changes of clothing so I could spend more time at your place? I mean, if that’s ok? It’s not like I won’t ever leave or anything… I just enjoy the time we spend together.” Paul took another deep breath. “I’m sorry if that sounds weird.”

“Sweetie, you could move in for all I care. I love spending time with you, too.” Jay could feel himself smiling, no matter how hard he tried to force himself to stop. “Are you hungry? Wanna stop at the diner?” Paul wanted to say yes, but worried about Jay bumping into his friends from the bar, and now with Craig’s speech still running through his head, he felt confused.

Paul finally conceded. “Yeah, let’s do dinner. I am kinda hungry”

–

The guys entered the diner, the bell clinging on the door like always, heads swiveling to see who entered. Paul did a quick scan of the room to see if those two guys were there. Nothing, so he felt a little more relaxed. The waitress brought menus and the guys asked for coffee right away. Paul still seemed a little uneasy as he fidgeted at the table.

“Ok, spill it. Something is bothering you, and don’t tell me nothing.” Jay was matter of fact but trying to sound sympathetic.

“Do you ever think us being together is a bad idea?” Paul sighed “I mean, like I could hurt your future?”

“Where is this coming from?” Jay asked concerned. “Are you having second thoughts about trying a relationship with me?”

“No, no, no!” Paul reassured Jay. “Ok, look, Craig saw us kissing at the restaurant this afternoon. He said I could be risking my career or my future if I were gay… if I acted gay.”

Jay looked away, trying to keep his composure, but knowing deep down this is what he suspected was going to happen all along. Right guy, wrong circumstances.

“I understand, I really do.” Jay tried to remain positive. “I’m secure with who I am, and I’m happy with you. However, I’ll never force İstanbul Escort you to be anything… decide anything. Just know whatever you choose I’ll always be here”

“You’d actually let me walk away?” Paul looked sad and shocked.

Jay got up and walked around to Paul’s side of the booth, sliding in next to him and wrapping his arm around him.

“Sweetie, I’d do anything for you – and if that means letting you go to experience different things – it’d break my heart but I’d do it.”

Grabbing Paul’s hand Jay continued “hiding being who you are, and not loving who you’re attracted to… those might be Craig’s perceptions, but they’re not everyones. They’re not mine and they don’t have to be yours.”

Paul realized he was worried of a future that may or may not exist. Craig had put a doubt in his mind he could choose to ignore, he was only 22. He could love Jay and decide the rest of his life later.

The guys ate their meals, both happy and relaxed now. Any doubt Jay had with his feelings for Paul were gone. He wasn’t falling in love, he was there. Jay loved Paul.

–

They stopped at Paul’s apartment, packing a large suitcase of clothes and things he’d need for a week of work. Jay walked through Paul’s apartment again, looking in drawers and opening unpacked boxes. Paul came out of his bedroom to find Jay going through a stack of his Playboy & Hustler magazines.

“So, what do we have here” Jay teased.

“Hey, I was a celibate virgin. Cut me some slack.” Paul laughed “Just because I never had sex, doesn’t mean I didn’t think about it… a lot. I brought those with me from college.”

Jay mindlessly flipped through the pages of the magazines, stopping to look at photos every now and then.

“So, have you ever been with a woman?” Paul asked curiously.

“Oh, god no” Jay laughed, faking disgust “women are missing that one important part I like, you know.” Laughing again, patting the bulge in Paul’s jeans.

–

By the time the guys got to Jay’s place, they were both a little worn out. After the snow, the fun they had over the weekend, and now the emotions Craig stirred up, this one day felt like two.

“Would you like a drink” Jay asked “I feel like I need to unwind.”

“Yes, absolutely! I’ll have more of that whisky” Paul replied.

Jay walked to the bedroom “Perfect. Give me a sec to get out of these clothes first.”

“Oh, wait, I didn’t know stripping my boyfriend was an option, I choose that!” Paul laughed

Jay stopped in his tracks, he just stood there. “What did you just call me?”

“Oh, umm… Boyfriend?” Paul smiled nervously “sorry… sorry… too soon.”

“No, it’s perfect” Jay smiled back “it’s a word I didn’t think I’d ever hear anyone call me, that’s all.”

Paul followed Jay into the bedroom. He sat on the end of the bed while Jay undressed. He watched as Jay kicked off his shoes, then removed his shirt – Paul loved seeing Jay’s hairy chest – and finally, as he started undoing his pants, Paul leapt up and exclaimed “dibs! I call dibs on those pants.”

Jay laughed “they’re all yours… boyfriend.”

Paul grabbed at the waistband of Jay’s jeans, pulling him closer. He undid the button and pulled them down, Jay’s pants pooled at his ankles – now standing naked in front of Paul.

“Fuck!” Paul exhaled in appreciation. He knelt in front of Jay, taking his dick in his mouth, slowly sucking him to hardness. Paul moaned gratefully, eager to let Jay know how much he loved sucking his cock.

He inhaled Jay’s scent, a mixture of cologne, sweat and sex. Paul closed his mouth around Jay’s fully hard cock. He steadily sucked him, barely wrapping his fist around the massive meat, and slowly jacked him off. Jay was in lust. He put his hand on the back of Paul’s head, slowly guiding him down, encouraging him to devour more of his cock.

“Take it, baby. Take all of my cock” Jay coaxed. Paul did as he was instructed. He opened his mouth a little wider and tried to relax his throat. Jay stepped back, letting Paul catch his breath, then force fed him once more. “Open wide… C’mon, take me down.” Jay was being authoritative yet supportive. Paul gagged slightly, but improved from his last attempt.

It wasn’t long before Paul found his rhythm, sucking Jay’s cock like a man possessed. Licking the shaft, slapping Jay’s solidness against his face and sucking his balls. Paul was doing everything Jay had taught him, plus trying things he’d only seen in porn. Before long Jay had his cock sliding easily – and deeply – down Paul’s throat, face fucking the blonde. Moans of pleasure filled the room, both men wanting the other.

Paul slowly stood, gently kissing his way up Jay’s torso. He briefly stopped to nuzzle his face on Jay’s chest before grabbing his hard dick, using it as a handle to pull him closer for a long, passionate kiss. They wrapped their arms around each other, letting their hands wander over each other’s bodies.

“C’ mere, get on the bed with me.” Paul said, continuing Escort Bayan his hold on Jay’s dick, giving it a few firm tugs.

Jay followed Paul’s direction. They laid together in a 69, each guy sucking and jacking the others cock.

“Fuck, you’re leaking like a fire hose” Jay ran his finger through the precum oozing out of Paul’s slit, coating his finger and inserting it in his mouth. “I just love how you taste.”

Paul copied Jay, taking a finger full of his own nectar and licking it clean “you’re right, I do taste good” he chuckled.

Jay broke their chain, rolling over on his back “I want you to fuck me” he all but demanded. “Slick me with your wetness.”

Paul got up on his knees, leaning forward over Jay “no, not this time” he told him firmly “this time I want you to fuck me.”

His tone changed completely. “let me show you how much I love you.” Paul’s voice was sweet and soft.

–

Jay sat up, looking Paul in the eyes. “Oh, sweetie, just knowing you love me makes me happy. Seriously happy. I never thought anyone could love me” he swallowed hard “or I’d ever feel this way for anyone else.” Jay reached out and hugged Paul, pulling him close to his chest.

He thought about his next words carefully “but no, I don’t think that’s a good idea. Not yet.”

He was legitimately concerned for Paul. He was inexperienced and worried that the size of his cock could hurt him – that maybe now wasn’t the time for firsts. He also worried Paul wouldn’t enjoy it – be turned off by it – and he would lose him. He didn’t want this to be right guy, wrong circumstance again.

Jay continued “I’ve been with guys for years, for you it’s only been days. That’s a really big step.” Jay gripped Paul tighter, like he was preventing him from running away “I don’t think you’re ready for that yet. There’s nothing wrong with you just fucking me for now.”

Paul broke free, an angry look on his face “you’re not my Father, you don’t just decide what’s best for me.” He stood there a minute glaring at Jay before eventually softening “look, I appreciate what you’re doing, but do you really believe I haven’t thought about this… thought this through?”Jay realized he wasn’t giving Paul enough credit.

“Sweetie, you’re absolutely right” Jay conceded “I’m the last person who should be making decisions for anyone else. I’m sorry.”

Paul reached out and enveloped Jay in a large hug. “Thank you, I appreciate that.” He leaned in, giving Jay a deep kiss. “Does that mean you’ll fuck me now?” Paul grinned and gave Jay a wink.

“Yes, dear, I’ll fuck you now.” Jay laughed. He took him by the hand and led Paul back to the bed. “We’re just going to kick back a little first.” Jay went to the living room and made them both a drink. He wasn’t looking to get Paul drunk, just a little relaxed.

Jay felt nervous, this wasn’t just any one night stand, this was Paul – and he was concerned for his well being and comfort. Jay knew he’d have to go slowly for both of them to enjoy this. Tonight would be for Paul’s pleasure.

The guys laid on the bed enjoying their drinks and enjoying each other. They took their time kissing – hands wrapped around each other. Jay couldn’t believe he had butterflies in his stomach, he didn’t feel this nervous his first time. Of course, there was more at stake now.

“Are your ready” Jay asked?

“I’ve been ready. I think I’ve been ready since I met you.” Paul leaned in to kiss Jay again.

They kissed passionately, their mouths meshed together into one – both men were solidly hard. Jay thought its now or never.

“Do you trust me?” Jay asked

“What do you mean? Of course I trust you.” Paul seemed confused, he wasn’t quite sure what Jay meant.

Jay closed his eyes, gathered his courage “Ok then, I want to set some ground rules” his tone was serious but the look on his face was filled with love and concern. “If at any time you’re in pain, if at any time you want me to stop, if at any time you change your mind and feel this whole experience is to much for you… I want you to tell me. I need for you to tell me. Promise me.”

Paul reached for Jay’s hand and gave it a squeeze. Paul was touched by Jay’s concern. “Sweetie, I’ve wanted this ever since I fucked you for the first time. I want to enjoy the same feelings you do. I promise, I’ll be fine.”

“Ok then, get on the bed… kneel on all fours.” Paul did as Jay asked. “Now, arch your back and raise your ass in the air.” Jay guided Paul into position, helping him adjust so he’d be the most comfortable.

He moved behind Paul, confusing and overwhelming him as he started rimming his ass.

“Jay! Oh my god, what are you doing!? Holy shit that feels amazing! Shit! Jay, Fuck! Paul was squirming as Jay dipped his tongue in and out of the perfect pink hole. “Fuck Jay, oh my godddd, fuuuuck!

Jay moved a little lower, swiping around Paul’s taint. Licking around his balls, swiping back to his hole. Jay’s sucked Paul’s balls in his mouth, one at a time, then Eskort both together. Paul moaned loudly and deeply. He’d never been touched like this before and wasn’t sure what to do with these feelings. Occasionally Jay would hit the perfect place and Paul’s voice would rise to a whimper of ecstasy.

“Jay, I feel like I’m going to cum. Do you want me to cum?” Jay spun Paul around so that he could get his cock in his mouth. “Yes, cum for me baby… let me swallow your load.” Jay jerked Paul off until he was close “Dude, I’m gonna cum. I’m ready… here it comes. Jay dove down on Paul’s cock, letting his cum explode into his mouth. Wave after wave of Paul goodness down his throat.

Jay laid on the bed, out of breath from his latest actions. He licked his lips determined to get every drop of Paul. Waste not want not. “Do you think you can cum again later?” Jay asked.

“Fuck, I could cum again right now. You just get me so fucking worked up. Dude, the way you use your mouth. Holy shit!”

Guess that answered his question – Paul seemed to be enjoying himself so far.

Jay took the lube and dildo from his nightstand. “Ok, were going to try something else, are you’re ready?”

“Will it hurt?” Paul’s voice let slip a little hint of worry

That’s a question Jay was hoping Paul would ask at some point. He decided to be upfront with him, instead of giving the stock answer he gave random guys he hooked up with in the past – when they saw the size of his cock for the first time. He’d always assure them they’d be fine, even though he knew most couldn’t handle him. The guy would just be in pain through the whole thing. Jay was going to help Paul through it – help him enjoy it.

“I won’t lie to you, it will be a little painful or uncomfortable at first, but I’ll be gentle. I promise.”

If after having sex Paul decided this was too much, if he’d rather try to live a straighter life, Jay would make sure he left Paul with sweet, loving – but hot and passionate – memories.

“Alright sweetie, get back on your knees. We’re going to start small. I’ll lube your hole and then my fingers.”

Jay knew a virgin hole like Pauls wasn’t going to take that dildo, or his cock, right off. “Now take a deep breath, and when you exhale, push your ass out. it’ll help your hole open easier.” Paul did what Jay suggested and as he pushed out he could feel Jay’s finger slowly sliding in. He flinched in pain and let out a loud groan of discomfort. Jay stopped for a moment so Paul could catch his breath. It took a moment or so, but little by little Jay fully inserted one digit up Paul’s ass. “Now big breath out” as Paul did, Jay slipped his finger out.

“Great job Paul! Really great!” Jay was trying to be encouraging. He could tell it wasn’t anything like Paul thought it’d be, but he didn’t want him to just give up.

Paul shook his head “great job?! You’ve got to be kidding me. Dude, at this rate it’ll be next year before you can fuck me.”

“Sweetie, relax, this was the first time you’ve ever had anything in your ass” Jay smiled, offering him comfort “it’s not going to happen instantly. We’ll just take our time.”

Paul got off his knees and sat back down on the bed, he looked at Jay “what was your first time like?” he asked

“Honestly, it was horrible. Two teenagers who really knew nothing about sex, other than we both wanted it with a guy.” Jay let out a huge sigh. “No lube, just two hard dicks with a little spit sliding in and out of dry holes. It was painful as hell. He came in my mouth, I came on his stomach and it lasted maybe ten minutes because it hurt so bad.” He paused a few seconds. “This is why it’s so important to me that your first experience be wonderful. I want it to be special – something you’ll remember.”

Jay’s words took the sting out of Paul’s inability to succeed on the first attempt.

“Can we try again?” Paul asked “I really want to do this.”

Jay was excited that even after what Paul perceived as a failure, he was still willing to continue trying. “We can absolutely try again. How about this time you lay on your back and we’ll see how that feels.” Paul couldn’t believe how patient and reassuring Jay was. “Just remember to breath.”

After about an hour of practice, and lots of lube, Paul was able to take 2 of Jay’s fingers comfortably. Yes, he was sore, but it was a start. They both considered that a major accomplishment for someone who never touched their ass before.

“What would you say to another drink?” Jay asked

“No, not for me” Paul decided, “I want to be totally sober when you’re in me the first time. I’m in your hands.

“And soon I’ll be in your ass” Jay winked and smiled

–

Paul was trying to be calm, trying not to act like a horny teenager looking to score at prom, but he was really excited to get fucked. Wow, he chuckled to himself, that was a thought he never expected he’d have.

The guys sat on the end of the bed, Paul massaging Jay’s shoulders. “Penny for your thoughts?” Paul asked.

“Me?” Jay asked lazily, relaxed from Paul’s touch, “just thinking about how happy I feel… how happy I’ve felt lately, actually.”

Paul leaned forward, kissing the back of Jay’s neck.

Jay laughed “This is all on you… you know that, right?”

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