Haziran 19, 2020

Why I am the pervert that I am. Part 1

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Why I am the pervert that I am. Part 1This is a memoir and confession to explain why I believe I am the true pervert that I am. If you can’t handle this TRUTH than PLEASE turn back NOW!To the outside world and CLOSE personal friends and family I appear to be an upstanding and righteous man. The only problem is that I just have one DEEP secret. Sexually, I’m a seriously perverted person. Sometimes I feel ashamed and embarrassed. Other times I feel aroused and act on it only to feel guilty later. If I had no other way to vent and express my perversions than I don’t know what I would do. Sometimes I go too far in words and perversions, but, I have never hurt anyone in any thing I have done or said. This is a true confession and nothing more. Everything that happened is real and true. If this turns anyone off then stop reading this now! It involves several taboos that I was involved with or fantasized about in one way or another. I’ll be as cryptic as I can and you’ll have to read between the lines. This is just meant as an explanation, nothing more.From as far back as I can remember, it all started with a young lady that was “put in charge” of me when I “first attended” my school. She was in her teens. We’ll just call her Susan, even though I can’t recall her real name, but, I believe it began with an “S”. She was a little chubby, but, overall very nice looking and sweet. It’s funny, but, sometimes it takes a long time to recall things that have been tucked away only to come back decades later. As I recall, she was always very anxious for my parents to depart as soon as possible. We would eat dinner and play around for a bit. My brothers were older and were typically off somewhere else doing their own thing. Susan was always very energetic and excitable. This probably happened MANY more time than I can recall. Susan liked to get very personal with me. She made it normal for close hugs and kisses and such. Eventually, it turned into more than that. Just to dive right into it, she started touching me and so forth. I just remember bits and pieces sometimes, but, I vividly recall her standing me up on the kitchen counter. She pulled my shirt pendik escort off and started kissing on my bell and sucking on my tits. Her warm breathe felt so good. I remember her pulling down my pants and then underwear to my knees. I didn’t know what she was doing until I felt her touch my penis. She fondled it and used two fingers to caress me until I started getting hard which surprised me. She started licking on me. It was cold and I was a little taken aback until I felt it. Her warm breathe, tongue and mouth. She started licking my ball and then took my small dick into her mouth. That was the first. I remember how these sensations I had never felt before were. Her warm wet mouth started gently sucking on me. She started stroking with her mouth. She almost read my mind. My small balls were getting cold and she reached up and cupped them. I used to get hard at that age, but, never understood really why. NOW I did. She wrapped her arm around my butt and pulled me in closer. I felt like I was going to fall off the counter, but, she steadied me against her. She always had her hand in her pants and only later did I realize why.I don’t remember if it progressed into this next part, or, if it happened simultaneously. I do know that it happened several times and I was almost more anxious for them to leave than her. She started getting a little concerned that someone could see us in the kitchen or living room or maybe come home early. So, eventually it moved into my parent’s bedroom. That was a little scary and exciting all at the same time. I was NEVER allowed in their room for ANY reason, but, she was in charge of me and I just followed her lead. Besides, it was warmer in there and I definitely felt more comfortable and at ease from that prospect. Much better than worrying about someone coming home and catching us. Susan told me to get on the bed. I was terrified. The bed was made up very perfectly and if there is any imperfection surely it would be noticed. I followed her directions and cautiously did so. I laid down ever so gently. Susan stood there, looked at me and said something like, “This is our secret. You can’t tell anyone. kaynarca escort If you do, than you’re in big trouble.”. It wasn’t like a question, it was more like a statement. Me, not wanting to get in trouble, agreed. My curiosity was very high and I just wanted more of what she had been giving me. It felt so damn good. Susan knelt down on the bed and started to disrobe me. Having my shirt off was no big deal for a guy, but, this time she pulled everything off. I wasn’t used to that and felt very uncomfortable laying there totally naked on my parent’s bed. I still was somewhat modest. Especially like an exhibit, I didn’t like that. She noticed my discomfort and said like, “It’s okay Tommy, you can trust me. I’ll take care of you.”. With that, she began to take her own clothes off. I had never seen a girl naked before in my life. I had noticed that my mother had very large breasts though, but, hadn’t really thought about it. Susan pulled off her blouse and it was crazy. I had always noticed that “Guys” would run around shirtless and girls never did. Now I knew why. Her tits were like mine, but, they were raised on large lumps. They weren’t that big, but definitely noticeable. The real shock though was was when she pulled down her skirt and then took her panties off. That blew my mind. I just thought everyone had a penis. I can’t recall whether it was bald or slightly hairy, but, that was my first look at a pussy. She had a proud look on her face as she posed for me, excited about showing me her body. I suspect she had been dying to do that for such a long time. I didn’t know what to think. My brain was scrambled with this new revelation. Susan climbed into the bed next to me. She gently touched my chest and comforted me. Noticing that I was petrified, she again said something like, “Don’t tell Mommy and Daddy, you swear?”. I just laid there stiff as a rock as she began fondling me. Her comforting touch eased my mind a little with her loving touch. She began our typical routine and I felt more comfortable. it felt much better this time, laying on my back as she kissed and and sucked on me. She was different this time though. kurtköy She was breathing hard and for the first time, even though I didn’t realize it, she was full of lust. Susan forcefully took my hand and brought it down to her pussy. She made my touch her and rubbed it against her. I do remember how wet and warm it was. Without much warning she kind of sucked on me I guess until I was hard enough and climbed over me. She was much larger than me, so, I just stayed stiff like a statue as she lowered herself onto me. I didn’t know what the fuck she was doing, but, I felt her warm, wet cunt on my penis. I just remember her looking down as she grabbed me and I guess she was trying to get me inside of her. I don’t know if she succeeded, but, she came down all of the way. She seemed rather frustrated after a bit of humping and such. I didn’t have a clue what the hell she was trying to do. It did feel good though. After grinding a bit on me, she started to slide up my body. I remember her wetness as she came up my stomach and chest until she was over my face. Again, I had no clue what she was doing, but, I trusted her and was willing to do whatever she wanted. Susan lowered herself onto my face. I was confused as she did this. I do vividly remember this though. The musty smell and salty taste of her pussy. She rubbed her cunt on my lips and nose. I didn’t know what to think and she kind of frightened me as she put pressure on me. Thinking back, that was so awesome as she rubbed her pussy all up and down my lips and nose. I do recall her making load grunting sounds as she did so. I almost couldn’t breathe as she did it. I guess when she was done, she laid on top of me. I guess she was satisfied. Even though she was so heavy. She asked me to suck her nipple as she stroked my small cock. She seemed rather embarrassed afterwards, but, gave me enough attention that I was willing to do it several times afterwards in the future. In retrospect, I don’t feel Susan took advantage of me. I was a more than willing participant. I’m probably the one that took her virginity. Even though, by not that much LOL. But, at such a young age, I had my first blow job, ate my first pussy, and fucked my first “Young lady”. My only regret is that I wasn’t able to cum in her yet.That was only THE BEGINNING of my journey to perversion. And that is my TRUE story…..More to come..

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